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Actually, I'm also using this blog as therapy. By not allowing myself to feel guilty about the ways my life is awesome. By not allowing myself to moderate the awesomeness by trying to balance it with things that aren't perfect or pointing out ways it could be better. By not being afraid to make people resent or hate me. Because a lot of times I express negative things about my life so that people won't think I have it too easy. The problem is maybe I'm psychologically making my own life harder by acknowledging negatives. That's stupid, if it's merely out of fear that people won't like me.
I'm just going to focus on the positive, perhaps to an insane degree. It will either be funny or disturbing. Or both. But helpful too, I hope. Or maybe it will just be boring.
I may also exhibit insane levels of entitlement and confidence. Just, like, tons of comfort with how fucking good I have it and shit. And how other people could have it too if only they were as awesome as I am. Plus links to some ways they can make money the ways I do.
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